Finished my essay, then finished packing. Chipmunk left, which really sucks, but Haley's still here, and says she's staying 'till tomorrow, which is good. Jen's still here, as is Stephen, who isn't talking to me for some reason (though I don't know if it's just me...maybe he's just not really talking to anyone.) Anyway, I'm debating whether or not to go talk to him. Not sure what I'd say.
This year had its good points, but it still hurts a lot. Everyone used to be such good friends, but everything fell apart somehow. Eric, Stephen and Pat are all annoying me...How can you be such good friends with people, and then just turn your back on them? I wish I could understand. I wish Stephen would at least give me a hug or something...I wish he would just fucking realize that I still care about him a lot, and that he's probably never going to see me again. He doesn't seem to give a shit, and that hurts. A lot.
Still...I'm going to miss them all.