Ok, nobody click anything.


Well, I went to this talk with Aysha (from my color class) tonight...had NO IDEA it was going to be so "Jesus" oriented. Argh. I just thought it was going to be this lady talking about her work in Africa taking in orphans and things like that...WRONG. It was revival, straight out of the south. Lots of shouting, and "praise Jesus!" and "Oohh lord!" and such. If that wasn't enough, Aysha and I had carpooled, so I felt rude to say "Hey, let's go home, this blows" and no other way to get home. Damn my polite demeanor! DAMN IIIITTTT!!!! Wanting to be nice and polite got me very uncomfortably stuck in a room with a bunch of wailing Christians for (and I'm serious) at least 5 hours. Most of the time it wasn't so bad...I could ignore it and look at my socks or just let my mind wander, but by the end, I was tired, hungry, sore from sitting on the floor, and to top it all off the woman said something about "healing homosexuals" and that totally pissed me off. Plus it made me start to wonder why the hell Aysha invited me and Stephanie, particularly since I remembered we'd been talking about bisexuality and how we dig chicks and guys equally in color class. Well, if she invited me to this thing because she thought I needed "saving" she's got another thing coming. I'm not an athiest. I believe in god, but I believe in a god (not male or female, mind you) who loves everyone no matter what they believe, and doesn't care what gender someone is, as long as you love people...because I think god is in everything, so you should try to love everyone (though not always in a "relationship" sort of way). To me, god is sort of an innate, creative, loving energy. I don't believe in Jesus, except that maybe he was this guy who was more connected to god than most people, but hey, so was the Buddha. They both taught things that had truth in them. Personally, I don't believe in hell...heaven and hell just seem like ways for Christianity to say "be good, and do what we say, and we'll reward you, but if you don't...here's this scary boogeyman that'll punish you forever!"

Ok, enough "god" ranting from me. I know y'all don't want to hear this crap. Believe what you want, but let other people believe what they want. It's all good.

Saturday, May 17, 2003


Well today I'm going with Aysha to this talk thingy, which should be interesting. Seems like pretty much all I've done the past few days is play Neverwinter...oh, and my hard drive hates me. And I got my stitches out today! Yay! The lady who took them out couldn't find sharp enough scissors, so it took awhile, but I think she was kind of amazed that I didn't whine about it hurting. Good for me. We watched some Lain last night, and Chris figured out a chunk of the story that I hadn't figured out before o_O I figured out the connection between KIDS and Eiri, but hadn't figured out who/what Lain was...Chris has a good theory.

Still have no idea what was up with the girl and the train though. Or that fucked up little alien thing! What the fuck is up with that???

Friday, May 16, 2003


Bored...sleepy...taking some quizzes, then I'm going to go to JoAnne's and buy fabric... wasn't feeling very social today, which I feel bad about, because I don't want Stephanie to feel like I was ignoring her... :( I'm sorry Stufey, I guess I'm just feeling quiet today...maybe we can do something this weekend?

Comments on quizzes are after them, in bold

Strawberry Pocky! You're energetic and you probably bounce around a lot. You're also a bit naive, and you probably fall in love easily.

What Kind of Pocky are You?
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Pink! Yay! I think this one's right.

You're Perfect ^^
You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Yeah, right.

Inferiority - You're Kati's fear that nothing she ever does is right. You probably hate yourself more than any other person, and probably often justify that belief by quoting others who have put you down. You sometimes argue with people that compliment you, telling them that they are wrong. Or you become angry because you feel as if you're being mocked or pitied. Strangely enough, this sense of inferiority often comes with a strong sense of pride, and you hate to be the subject of others' pity or charity. You often feel as if you're being made fun of, and in social situations you're usually quiet for fear of saying or doing something stupid. Most times you are kind to everyone except yourself, and the latter is rarely noticed by the casual observer. You're probably a doormat for other people, or you berate yourself even when others don't. You probably have something along the lines of an Inferiority Complex.

Which of Kati's Fears are You?
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This one's frighteningly correct... o_O

Faerie wings now! Yay!

Thursday, May 15, 2003


Gaaaah, I'm tired. And I didn't even do very much today. Screw homework, I'm going to go take a bath and see if that livens me up any.

I know, I haven't updated the cam in awhile. I'll do it later. Now is happy bubble bath time.

Wednesday, May 14, 2003


Well I just wrote a big chunk of a post that was basically me going off on this long philosophical tangent, but then I realized that it didn't make any sense at all. So I'll work on it and post it up when it's a bit less muddled.

(Yes, it involves the I Ching).

Tuesday, May 13, 2003


And now it's today, and I should still be doing homework. But I'm not! MUAHAHA!

In other news: I'm Satan! Bet you never even guessed.

Dear god, I have class tomorrow.

Quiz thingy

Midnight - You are a deep thinker, always searching
for answers and never quite at home. You are
very contemplative, and enjoy being alone with
your thoughts.

When are you?
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I should be working!

Monday, May 12, 2003


Well, ditching class today because I don't have all my work done...at least, not to the point I'd be happy with turning it in. The pictures are pitiful. Hopefully Daley won't mind me turning it in a bit late ^_^;;

I think today is going to be super-mega-catch-up-on-homework day. Because I need it. I have a fiction paper due tomorrow and a color project due Thursday. Yep, I need to catch up. Oh, and I have stuff to read for fiction, too. Argh.

Mmmm...coffee...giver of life...



Eating: Rice
Reading: "Neuromancer" by William Gibson
Listening to: "Trouble" by Coldplay
Playing: Neverwinter Nights

craving: Coconut Pocky & Caramel cappuchino

Spike Puchiko Lain! Inuyasha Ryoga

Fight Club
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