Ok, so last night started off really well.

Teith said he could come over without me having to talk to his parents, hooked up with Jamie and got alcohol, picked up Chipmunk from the bus station, all that good stuff. People showed up a bit late, but that was cool, and the party stayed small and was pretty laid back...didn't end up watching that much Anime because as everyone started getting buzzed it ended up being more fun talking to people. So we drank and talked, listened to some music, which was fun.

Cliff called at around....9:30? I'm not sure. I know we went to the park around 10:00 and swang on the swings and sat on the grass and talked. Then we came back and played Unreal for awhile, which was also fun...and insane, since I know for me, at least, it was hell trying to shoot anything or go ANYWHERE, but whatever.

Then Cliff came over. We talked for awhile, and then we got the genius idea to walk over to Lisa's, since she had something going on over at her place. I will never leave the fucking house again while drunk. Ever. Even to just go to the park.

Walking up Monroe (towards 11th) I notice a cop drive by. This freaks me out a little, but I'm trying to act calm/sober. Let me just say here that I have an unholy terror of cops....even if I'm not doing anything wrong. I got brought home once and it was the scariest thing that ever happened to me...we were drunk at the time, but the cop didn't know that...he only knew we were out past curfew. So it wasn't as bad as it could have been, and also I think my parents are a lot more laid back than Teith's.

So anyway, the cop drives by, I freak out but try to look calm. Next thing I know, cop has turned around and is flashing his lights at us.


He stops us--that is, Cliff, Chipmunk, Chris, me, and Teith..."William" is farther ahead--and asks us if we were just at the Fox & Firkin. We say no, we've been home all evening. He says he got a report of someone matching Teith's (and Cliff's, but does he bug Cliff? No.) description trespassing, and wants to know if Teith has any I.D. on him. Teith says no, he doesn't. Cop asks how old Teith is, and pretty much singles him out and says he's not stopping the rest of us. At this point I'm standing there in horror/desperation trying to think of anything I can do, but I can't. All I can do is sit there and watch. Cliff (who is, I think, more drunk than the rest of us, since he was drunk before he came over to our place) is standing a little ways back with Chipmunk, and Chris and I are standing closer to the cop. What Chipmunk tells me later is that Cliff keeps saying "Ok, let's go. Come on guys, let's go." like a little bitch. He's lucky I didn't hear this or the cop would have had to separate us. Anyway, I'm standing there trying to figure out some way to tell Teith how sorry I am...he keeps mouthing something (please go?) so we finally figure there's nothing we can do, and head back to my place.

Cliff is still trying to get us to go to Lisa's.

I tell him forcefully "No. We're not going after what just happened" (Or something to the effect) and he departs. Chipmunk, Chris and I head back home and then call Lisa's to see if William's over there (he is) so he heads back to our place.

Chipmunk goes to sleep, while I proceed to rant drunkenly about how much I hate cops, what an asshole Cliff is, and how he's only interested in something if he can drink it, smoke it, or fuck it. I know this because

1. Whenever he's around me he blatantly ignores Chris, as if doing this will give him a better chance with me.
2. He still thinks he kissed me when he was wasted, despite all my arguments to the contrary.
3. He spreads shit around without any notion of loyalty to one's friends.
4. Speaking of loyalty? Doesn't care if we just screwed someone over because hey, there's a party at Lisa's!

Yeah, I would say Cliff is in a fuckload of trouble, as far as I'm concerned.

Still can't read properly, but too full of adrenaline to sleep it off...ahh, four and a half hours of sleep mixed with the lingering effects of alcohol.
Sorry for any typos.

P.S. imood doesn't have "wrathful" as a choice of emotion (though I've submitted it oh so many times) so as long as it says "vengeful"....replace that in your head with "filled with a mighty and righteous wrath of SMITING." Or just "wrathful" will do.

Saturday, July 12, 2003

Oh God...I'm so sorry, Teith....

I'm so sorry....

I'm scared. I'm scared of what's going to happen, I'm scared that I might not get to hang out with you any more because your parents will hate me. I'm scared that you'll get in trouble and your parents will be paranoid for the rest of your teenage years and it will be all my fault. I'm angry at the cop for stopping, and I'm really, really godamn angry at Cliff because as we were leaving he still wanted to go to Lisa's and pretend nothing had happend. Doesn't he care about anyone? Oh god I'm pissed. He's going to get screamed at when I'm sober.

I'm so, so sorry.....

This is all my fault.

Teith: Ehhh? So...is he going to call me, or drop you off, or what? Because if he drops you off I probably shouldn't look this goth. I'm going to the bus station around 3:40 to pick up a friend (CHIPMUNK! YAAAAAAAAY!), so...let me know what's going on, ok? You have my number. I'll try to stay offline 'till then. Or if it's busy you could try Yahoo and tell me to get my addicted ass offline.

Adult? Who, me?
Friday, July 11, 2003

You represent... insanity.
You represent... insanity.
You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

That's all for now...so much to do! Ack!

Chipmunk's coming to the party! HOORAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!

P.S. If anyone can bring shot glasses, that'd be great too...
Thursday, July 10, 2003

Ok, here's all the information:

Time: 7:30pm, Friday
Place: Our house
Invited: Anyone! Just give me a heads up so I know who's coming, ok? Also, if it gets too big we might need to move the party, since our house is tiny and walls are thin and crappy, and we have neighbors...
Watching: Cowboy Bebop, Noir, and at this point I'm leaning towards Chobits, since watching Lain when you're drunk probably isn't all that much fun, and Inuyasha's so popular I'm guessing most people have seen it before. I know Bebop falls into this category too, but...eh. I like Bebop ^_^
Drinking: Wine Blenders ($10.00) and tequila (?). If we get too many people, we might need some more. Have to talk to Jamie about how much tequila costs...chipping in (if you can) in is a Very Nice Thing, since we are poor, jobless college students (guilt trip, guilt trip).

Soooo...yes. Today I'm cleaning the house and calling Jamie to figure out alcohol-buying logistics. Go me!

Teith: haven't heard from you yet...can you still come? What's up with the parent situation?

Ok, it finally updated the cam. Silly Tripod. Sooo...I crashed for perhaps 2 hours just now (more than I meant to). Feeling somewhat refreshed, so I think I can make it through the rest of the day now.

Stufey: Like I said, anyone's welcome, but sadly we're not going to be watching Spirited Away...so far what we've got lined up is:

The Cowboy Bebop Movie (and possibly some episodes)
Noir (first 3 episodes)

And one or two of the following (not sure yet, so we'll probably put it to a vote):


I'm still hoping this thing doesn't get too big because A. I have neighbors and thin walls, and that isn't a happy combination, and B. We're all going to be watching it on a monitor. So far it doesn't sound that bad, size-wise though. Wheeeeeeee!

Stab-Man: That's right, I forgot you don't like vodka....ok, we'll go with tequila. Everyone else ok with that? I'll pick up some lemons, too....aww crap, I don't have any shot glasses though. I lost my bright pink one (god knows where)....if anyone has any spare shot glasses, then bring them, eh?

Hm. Hungry.

I guess "no sleep, burning lots of extra calories" does that to you.
Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Well, Tripod's being silly and refuses to update my cam (again). Suffice to say, it's a happy happy art preview, so look forward to that when it does decide to work.

So mucking tired. We stayed up all night, and it's about 7:30 now...going to try to make it through the day, but I'm guessing we'll be going to bed quite early. Oh god I'm tired. More coffee.

Hmm...have to call Jamie today about buying for Friday and get that all worked out. I'm still not sure who all is coming, so PLEASE let me know if you know anyone who wants to come. Trying to figure out a rough number here. For sure we're getting: a bottle of vodka (or tequila...let me know which you prefer, and then I'll figure out which is cheaper, eh?), and a bottle of these "wine blender" things from Safeway (strawberry!) because I want to try them. I actually considered just going cheap wine all the way, but it's nice to have something harder around, for variety ^_^

Andrea: I'm awful! Don't tell your mother/dad? I promise not to corrupt you horribly (like I corrupted my brother [and yours]) unless you want to be corrupted. Did that make sense? Can't tell. So sleep deprived. Gah.

More later, when even more sleep deprived. Hoom.

Never seen a blue sky
Yeah I can feel it reaching out
And moving closer
There's something about blue
Asked myself what it's all for
You know the funny thing about it
I couldn't answer
No I couldn't answer

Things have turned a deeper shade of blue

...move among the stars
You know they really aren't so far
Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Last night was...interesting.
Difficult, too, and somewhat depressing, so I don't really want to go into it. Maybe some other time.
Anyway, plans are still on for the anime party...if you want to chip in for alcohol (which would be much appreciated, as I still dont know how many people are coming) I need the money by tomorrow or early Thursday. Jamie said he'd buy for us, so I can get the money to him Thurday evening, probably, and get that all set up. Let me know if you have any beverage preferences, eh?

Ok...that's all I really feel like posting for now...


Awful, awful drunk girl.
You're so stupid!

Haiku (drunk, of all things)

Awful awful girl
One day you will make Chris sad
Horrible person

Cry now.

Decided to go goth today...good times.

Two current projects are the comic (of course) and the DN website. The problem with the comic is that I can't seem to make up my mind whether I want it to be cartoony or more dark. I keep flipping back and forth between the two, and I'm honestly not sure which one works better. Ah, well. I'll think about it some more.

Feeling fairly...blank today, not sure why. Maybe I need some coffee. Didn't sleep well last night (Chris was out like a light, which is unusual for him)...I just kind of tossed and turned and wanted to get up and draw or something.

Girl party tonight, so I'm going to talk to Lisa about drinks for the Anime party. Or alternately: Hey Stephanie, you think Jamie would buy for us?

Sounds like it's going to be pretty small so far, but that's cool, since our place isn't that big. So far, besides me/Chris, it's Roman, Nick, and Teith. Nayno said he wasn't interested, and I haven't asked Surreal yet...who else? Might ask Cliff...I'm just not sure who else would just want to come watch Anime and drink. If anyone else is interested, or if you guys want to bring friends, just let me know so I can get a rough estimate on the number of people, ok? Anyone's welcome at this point, since 3 people is rather a small turnout. Whee!

Haiku of the day:

Haven't done a thing,
Just wasted my time online.
Stupid, stupid girl.

Gotta get stuff DONE.
Monday, July 07, 2003

For the record:

Stephanie, I still consider you a friend, just chill out with the whole "attention" thing. I think that you need to be able to entertain yourself sometimes without needing people around you constantly...maybe I'm more of a loner than you are, but you just can't expect people to be around you all the time. You're still a nice person, I just think you tend to get caught up in focusing on what entertains you...life isn't always entertaining. As much as popular culture and the media would like you to believe it, you can't expect to be entertained every second of your life. Everyone gets bored.

Other news: I promised Stab-Man I'd post the Secret Diaries link again. So if you didn't catch it the first time 'round, enjoy! Also recently stumbled across this site which is alright...This one is by far my favorite. He's currently on my desktop.

Haiku of the day:

Naked Asian girl
Pretty, posing on my screen
It's art, damnit! Art!

Sunday, July 06, 2003

Well, I would have posted at some point yesterday, except my modem decided it didn't exist. I think Navi was just being tired and cranky, because now it magically works again. Go figure.

Anyway, today we're off to Albany with Chris's parents who have spontaneously decided we need a new mattress. Hey, fine with me...free mattress! Plus, this one does kind of hurt my back sometimes.

In other news: Teith...drunken anime party invitation extends to everyone who can come...with some of you guys in high school I don't know how easy that'll be to pull off (I don't particularly want your parents picking you up when you're wasted, as that could get me in a whooooooole mess o' trouble. Don't really want anyone biking home drunk either). You guys are welcome to crash on our floor (tell your folks it's a sleepover), but you might need to bring sleeping bags (we only have one), and you're probably going to want some kind of padding, since it's hardwood, and kind of a bitch to sleep on.
I'm thinking the party'll happen next weekend, but since it's summer, we could have it during the week if no one has plans. For now, plan on Friday-ish. If that's a problem, let me know. Also, if anyone wants to chip in for drinks, snacks, etc. that'd be really cool too.

Oh! And it's totally cool if you want to come and watch anime and not drink, too! Just don't taunt us drunkards too much when we make asses of ourselves, eh?

*hopes she has enough room for everyone* ^_^;;

Alright, off to clean






Eating: Burrito
Reading: Nothing
Listening to: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Current Arch-nemesis: Cops and Cliff

craving: Pancakes & Cappuchino


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