I can feel it

I can feel the darkness creeping back again.
It's straining to get out of my skin, pushing so hard I almost want to let it out. But I won't. I refuse to do this any more, allow myself to attract people's attention. I just want to hide now. I've been reading a lot lately, hiding in my books, distancing myself from everyone in other little ways. If I keep doing this I know it'll hurt Chris...we feel so far apart already sometimes. I just don't know what to do...

I've got to do something though. I've got to get off my ass and start creating again, or the stagnation will drive me insane.

~LemonKitty~
Drifting
Thus spake Lemon Kitty at 2:09 PM